JANUARY-
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
2014...deckerville recap!!
JANUARY-
Monday, November 10, 2014
Seasons
I like to do crafts at 830 am and take baths at 9:00 because we are so messy. I enjoy spending time snuggling and doing fun flashcard apps on the ipad or watching diesel trains drive by with Lane before everyone else gets up. I like the routine of the little learning and schooling I have been instilling in him for the past 4 years and having to find a new way to implement it and add a new structure was just hard to adjust too. And THEE absolute biggest adjustment for me....is not having him here(insert current water works right now). I LOVE having him here...and so does Luke and so does Lyric. I have a non stop pit in my stomach from the minute I drop him off until the minute I pick him up. I don't however sit around and cry each time(I swallow the lump in my throat and move on because that is what a good mommy to her other two should do) and I prioritize my time with Luke! and the reason I say Luke is because Lyric takes his morning nap right when we get home from dropping Lane and school and wakes up shortly before we go get him. It really has been AMAZING to have that time with Luke and I cherish it so much and I know if Lane were home it would be harder to get that special time with him so for that I am thankful! Luke is DEFIANTLY in the "teachable twos" stage right now. Lane was and is beyond a rule follower...that is just how it's always been...and his love language is words of affirmation...so most of the time(and I mean almost everytiime...like 98% of the time) when Lane was two he did the right thing, or what I asked, and if he didn't it just took some quiet close talking and encouraging and he would feel better, make it right, and remember for next time. Luke however...I hate to admit it but well....it's my blog so I better at least be real with myself...he is a rule breaker! lol! AND......so was I (that was harder to admit I think lol) maybe it's a second child thing...or maybe not. But Luke sure likes to do what he shouldn't, go the fastest, climb the highest, and try every dangerous thing possible! BUT he loves like no other. Even though he is rougher than I'd prefer (and trust me we do discipline that....nothing makes me more frusterated than when a kid shoves, pushes, or gets aggressive out of anger) but he is such a love...he snuggles, hugs, kisses, and loves on people so much. His love language is also without a doubt just like his mommas...he likes physical touch! He takes a little extra paietence sometimes but man do our hearts connect. He has a wild, silly, hyper, fun side that I too have and when those are in line there is no where else I'd want to be on those two hours of our time. (the opposite of that those is quite the opposite and in those times I will manage my blessing and move on:) I have learned by having a strong willed 2nd child to NEVER roll my eyes at another child or parent again(honestly I never did in the first place...I'm just not a judgemental mommy....I'm sure not perfect but I understand either are other moms and kids so when things arise I just try to look the other way!) If someone at walmart see's my 2 1/2 year old with a binky in one hand and a sucker in the other hand at 9:00 am and rolls their eyes...it doesn't bother me. Is it the best choice...nope it sure isn't...but it must have been needed because I am not a mommy that is constantly like that so when I am I rest that it is ok. When someone that is related to us rolls their eyes when my 2 1/2 year old isn't listening or melting down over something....that however IS hard to shake. It's really hard! I feel like our family (and well all of us who claim we are Christians) should strive to see the best in people. Even if a kid is not having their best moment....could we just try to take a second to try to see them for the good that they are and let the bad moment pass. I am learning every day, every family get together, every mommy group, every church nursery/prek experience, every moment as a parent how I don't want to be. I don't want any of my fellow family members, or friends...to ever feel like "Laurel wouldn't approve" I mean...obviously I wouldn't approve of something ie...abuse, neglect, etc...duh! But as far as the rest of being a parent goes it is my goal that my husband and I are nothing but a supportive parents to however you handle your situation, a supportive aunt and uncle to our niece and nephews melt downs or bad moods, supportive care takers in where we choose to serve, supportive to our friends and their way of parenting...basically just never judgemental. I think we all have super proud moments we want to share about our kids, and super bad moments we never want others to see...but in REALITY....people aren't always going to see those awesome moments and others WILL see the meltdowns of all meltdowns...but I will not look or judge. I will look away at the hard moments and applaud the successes of those children. I wish people would do that for Luke....and every 2 year old out there. I wish people wouldn't judge how cute a child is or how they don't talk as well, dress as well, or if they have a bottle when they are 3. Being a parent is hard enough and nobody needs to feel the eye rolls or catch that look you shoot each other. I am vowing to never be that mom and I thank God for the opportunity to get to mold these little beings he has intrusted me with!! With His help I will do my best and always pray for strength for each day.
END RANT
(that was not my intention to go into in this post but I just couldn't stop tying)
So back to what I was saying....our newest thing is Lane is in pre K Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday from 9-11 and he does love it. And of course the teachers LOVE him!!! We are soooooo proud of him and the awesome reports we have been getting! He loves to read site words(which they don't do at school but I have been working with him for a few months now and the kid is literally a reading machine!!) I am now even more concious of my time with Lane and Luke and as a mommy in general because school days just fly by! Luke is great...potty trained for number 1 but number 2 is a daily battle of him doing that in the privacy of his nap time in his bed! LOL! Does it frusterate me?? Yep...sure does. But he will grow out of it and eventually be ok with going on the potty...which he has gone number 2 on the potty...I guess his routine is just to do it then in his pull up...and eventually we will get through it. He is so sweet and becoming even easier to deal with when strong willed moments arise and I'm so thankful for that!
and LYRIC IS ALMOST 9 MONTHS OLD!!!!! He is soooo close to crawling...well he does crawl backwards, and scoots,and rocks, and takes a stride and plops down, and rolls everywhere! He is basically on the move but not fully yet and that is ok with me!! He is soooo extremely sweet and smitten over looking right at daddy and saying dada(momma is on it's way in JESUS NAME!!! lol) He wakes up about once a night still. He is still exclusivly breastfed (my other two were on formula at this point) but Lyric is doing great with breastfeeding still so we are going to stick with until he has whole milk at 1! I am still making my own baby food and he is a great table eater already! Likes soups, little pieces of breads and muffins, and even tried a little cheese today! He has two teeth on the bottom and is on the brink of having 4 on the top come through!! He is growing WAYYY to fast and we are SOOOOOO in love with him! Having a baby makes even hard moments good! Who doesn't love having a happy, smiley, chubby little giggling baby around all the time?!?!? It's just the best!!!
My hubby is AMAZING....I love him more every single day...which seems impossible but it is so true! He amazes me each day with his walk with the Lord. He is such a talented guitar player, a super hard worker who is always working for overtime to try to make extra for the holidays ahead etc...He is a great daddy who loves the boys so fun like, is stern when they need it, and soft when I've had a hard day...he is just the best and I could NOT be more proud to be his wife!!
We are looking forward to the holidays this month and next and we are so enjoying the loud, messy, crazy, silly, tiring, fun, AWESOME season of life we are in!!! It's a busy season with three little ones...but not too busy....not like we go here there and every where and never enjoy life busy...just the right amount of busy-ness of playing, raising toddlers and babies that is the perfect ammount of busy-ness for us and we are deep into enjoying every moment as they fly by!!
Sunday, July 20, 2014
My 5....
(is that getting over played?? not sure I have even used it on the blog yet so I'll go ahead and stick with it for now:) Remember that show....Bailey? Claudia?...that's all I got right now!
Anyways....I'll start with #1
My hubby is amazing as always! Not a whole lot "new" in his life besides playing in a new band for the new church we have been attending. Of course I think he has done AWESOME but seriously you guys he is just great! He adapted so quickly, has not played one song that he has played before and is doing a good job practicing with them and at home. I could not be more proud of him serving in the music minsitry and I am SO so glad to be married to a man who is musically inclined! I love that it is apart of our family and I hope and pray at least one of our boys plays the guitar!! He also went to a great worship experience with the pastor of our church and another couple and he really enjoyed it! He said I would have loved it! I got invited to go with but with still breastfeeding Lyric I did not have enough milk pumped to leave him for that many hours so I had to pass. I guess that will be a good leading point into #2...
Me...I'm doing great! Still exclussivly nursing Lyric and it's going great but I don't really ever take the time to pump bottles for him. I do pump everyday (ok wait most days) but I ususally use those few ounces at supper time to mix the breastmilk with the rice cereral he's been eating at supper now. I mainly focus on pumping if we have somewhere to go that I know I will need a bottle or if I am going to be leaving him....which I haven't since our date back in May!!! Which we are sooooo in need of a date night! And we have 2 scheduled whoooo hooo!!! One will be for just a couple hours out for tacos with a couple from our church here in town at our country club and the other one is a wedding here in town and I am looking forward to both! I LOVE time with just my hubby and even though we definatly get a couple hours at night alone it's just nice to get out and be focused on each other...not laundry, packing his lunch, cleaning up toys, showering, getting the coffee pot ready....etc etc etc....
I am excited to start dance next month! I will only be teaching 2 hours (possibly three depending on how combining my two oldest pointe classes goes) this year! Lane is going to take tumbling there on Wednesdays too! I am so so SO excited for him to do that! I think it will be fun for him and it's only 30 minutes! Id like to put him in the boys hip hop class BUT he says he doesn't want to when I ask him and he defiantly is NOT my lil singer and dancer....LUKE IS!!!
#3 Lane starts preschool next month and my heart ACHES....literally ACHES when I think of dropping him off somewhere that isn't one of our families houses. I have never done that before...he hasn't ever been to anyones house or any establishment without one of us unless it was his immediate family. I KNOW he will be safe, and that he will LOVE school....just a huge stepping stone for this momma! Three days a week(two hours each day) sounds like A LOT to me(to others...maybe that is not the case...but to each their own...for me that is a long time) I am going to miss him soooo soooo sooo much!!!! I think it is going to be very hard for Luke to not have him home and to not get to go in with him. Might be a few two year old melt downs as we try to leave him:)
Besides school....Lane has been playing baseball in our back yard REALLY well! That kid can HIT!! We are soo proud of him! He also swam(doggie paddled) the last time we went swimming and we were super proud of him considering last year he wanted to be held the whole time and this summer he is swimming the entire length of the pool! He is getting very daring in his words and tries to say what we say to him during discipline towards Luke or even to us sometimes. The funniest thing ever is the other day I open the fridge and the tub of vanilla yogurt fell out of the fridge and fell on to the floor and the lid popped off and it spilled everywhere...and
#4 Luke LOOKS SOOOO BIG!! I mean seriously every.single.time. I look at him I'm like "he is so big"! He just seems so grown up(which I guess being 2 1/2 next month is pretty grown up!) He just has a bigger kid apperance lately and OF COURSE it's bitter sweet! lol! He is sleeping back in his own room because bless his heart he just wasn't ready to share a room! He did great sleeping all night in a big boy bed in Lanes room(once he stayed in his bed) but getting him to stay in his bed was such a challenge. It took a thousand different ways of trying it, it took sticking to the same way, it took multiple ways of disciplining and he STILL would NOT stay in his bed! He is one determinded little guy! So after threating we'd take him out and put him in his old crib(aka Lyrics new bed) we had to stick with it....and when we did it was right to sleep for him...almost like he was home! We were exhausted from discipling them and bedtime had become awful and stressful when it use to be cuddly, giggly, and fun. So....instead of crushing their little spirits anymore....we decided that 2 just may be too young for our Luke to share a room...so back he is in his own room and he is doing great like usual and so is Lane. Easy peasy to put to bed, happy, fun, and just as it should be! Luke is such a lover he litterally LOVES to love on you! (He gets that from his momma!:) And he said a few weeks ago WITHOUT me saying anything "I love you SO MUCH Momma" He always says love you momma at bed(only calls me momma if he says love you with it...otherwise it's mommy...I find that so endearing:) but for some reason one night he said the SO MUCH all on his own and I couldn't even hold back the happy tears! IT WAS AH-MAY-ZING!! He also loves to play with my hair and even wants my hair down if it's in a messy bun at bed time so he can stroke his lil fingers through it...a pony tail is acceptable:) He's just so affectionate when he isn't running and I love it so much! He has the biggest lips, the tightest hugs, and the sweetest litte touch! Love him so!!
#5 Lyric is 5 MONTHS OLD!
Him a sweet big boy weighing 17lbs! The doctor said he was so proud of his strength and ability to sit up already! He exclussivly drinks breastmilk and I haven't even offered him formula yet, breastfeeding him is super easy, he does great, I love that bonding time with him and clearly I am making enough for the little chunker:) He nurses 6-8 times a day and that is with his middle of the night feeding too! Oh and btw....he has a crib in our room. SOOOO not ideal but for now everyone is getting sleep and hopefully soon we can try two sharing and Lyric in his own nursery. Matt said we should make our master bedroom down in the basement toy room since there is a 3/4 bath and everything down there but I am just no sure about the whole sleeping downstairs and our boys being on the main level without us? So we will just wait for now:) He had rice cereal 2 weeks ago starting at supper to try to get him use to eat off a spoon and his first bite was LEGIT! Like he had been doing it for years lol!! On the day he turned 5 months we gave him a few bites of my grandma's homemade applesauce...he wasn't sure what to think of it but did swallow all the bites. I homemade all of Lukes baby food and I hope to do that for Lyric too but with 3 I am not going to put too much pressure on myself...if he has gerber once and a while so be it:) Lane had all store bought baby food and Luke had none...why??? No clue! Ok I shouldn't say that but really I tried to make Lanes only owning a blender and it was hard, didn't puree right etc so I gave up. Well my mom bought me the baby bullet at a garage sale when I was pregnant with Luke and I tried it and it was awesome....never looked back I was a pureeing maching and I have to say he ate table food and had a great taste for eating anything and everything very early and still does! He is a great eater who isn't picky in the slightest! So I would like to do it for Lyric but like I said I may but some to have on stock incase I don't have any pre-made(with Luke I had tons frozen before he even ate off a spoon) I have none so far...I better get on that! (tomorrow!!!)
Lyric is SO SO SO HAPPY and such a smiley loving little boy...he is thee perfect size right now and is the perfect baby and addition to our family!! He is sooo loved by us 4!!!
Well that is it for now! Glad I got a little update on here....in the busyness of life I don't want to forget to record how wonderful everyone is! I am blessed beyond messure!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Hard times...
When we go trough trouble in our lives...it's SOOO HARD to look away from them. Taking your focus off you and your personal situation is NOT easy! Especially today in our society it sure isn't easy at all. It's all about what I can get, do, have, and prepare for myself. There definatly are awesome people, places, etc...that are more for others than themselves but wouldn't you say that majority is a little selfish!?! I am not being judgemental(ok I guess call me what you want maybe I am judging society a little...but please let me include myself). I too am guilty of focusing on ME and what I need and what I have. That is why when someone is going through some sort of trial isn't it easy to focus on themselves, the issues, the need, what they have etc?! Well sure it is...something's are worthy of that and can swallow you up if you let them. And there is no diluting that some situations in life are visible ones....so how do we take our eyes off of the situation when everytime we look we can see the situation in front of us?!?! It's very hard to experience Gods peace when you aren't letting it flow to you (by stressing, thinking, TALKING(come on folks...can I get "heard that") and so on and so on! Trust me when someone is having an issue that's all they talk about (some bottle it in and some talk and talk and talk and talk about their drama!) well let me tell you...I've been there! How can I over come something if I don't stop thinking about it, looking at it, talking about it, reading about it ??? It's never going to go away when you are feeding your problems with fear...worry...dread...etc! It takes OBEDIANCE!! You don't eat 21 meals on Sunday morning for the whole week do you?! Nope little by little you feed yourself to survive and be healthy! Well little by little(ESPECIALLY while going through a season in life) you need to feed yourself the word of God! We live in a microwave society of want it and want it now! So of course we want to "let it go" right now....but surrendering for me is a constant thing! Not because I don't believe it when I say "I'm letting it go" but because I am Human!!! Because my flesh, society, visible situations all make whatever I am goin through so revelent that it is hard to not go back to noticing the situation at hand or doing a little dwelling! TO KEEP THE PEACE....I HAVE TO KEEP PRAISING! Did you hear that...let me try again TO KEEP THE PEACE.... I HAVE TO KEEP PRAISING! In the midst of a storm you have to praise him like the last time He brought you through saying "surely Lord you are good you took care of this, and that, and this, and that! I remember when this happened in my favor...thank you God that happened and that you got is through that one time!" Look....you're already looking at what HE HAS DONE not at what needs to be done! Already there is a peace like whew we made it! Before you even have a problem God has the plan of deliverance! Again that sounds good now but let it sound good over and over and over! In and out of you through out your storm! Acting as if you aren't going through one when you are! Taking your eye off of what YOU need and putting them on what HE has done(and what He will do again!) That's the beauty of it peeps...God is not a one stop shop...He is a NEVER ending supply of blessings!(even when it doesn't feel like it....even when you are like "really God why me" (been there)) HE IS! Let's thank Him for what He has done and let the whole world know when this storm is over that HE once again brought you through!!
1 Chronicles 16:8 NLT
"Give thanks to the LORD and proclaim his greatness. Let the whole world know what he has done."












































































































































